Uncertian

During one day, how many things can you be sure? Actually, I haven't asked myself yet. If I do seriously count on that, perhaps just one or two. Turst me, they are not as important as you think. Today I just realized how uncertain my life is. For instance, to my study I may have a lot a unsolved problem and I just left them over! How crazy is that?! That's the reason I cannot have a good result. Same to my friendship, I'm always speechless in from of them because I'm not certain. OMG,I hate this. I know it's all my fault...

I need to change.

Keeping a distance

I'm always struggling between knowledge and practice. In my case, I got enough knowledge but poor practices. Therefore, I could always keep a clear mind when I'm alone or sitting in front of PC but screw up in a real relationship. I feel nervous in front of people and couldn't react in a right way. What's worse, I can always figure out what's happened later or“If I'd done that, It could be better!"(imagine the feeling..) That's all the side-effects from my less experience. After all, I became a shy person, which I'm not.

This is not the point. My point is although I'm kind out of breath in relationship(I swear I 'll improve that), it doesn't mean I totally useless or boring. Don't judge me by my shy cover. Don't treat me like something at hand. I'm valuable. I read books. I have my own thoughts. I want to be a thoughtful person. In additon, I like to stay at home or be alone. There's a lot of things I can do.(Anger is not wise~~~)

Ok, I decided to say no at some point.

First Blog

I wrote some blogs before but that was long time ago. Apparently, it didn't work out quite well. The fact is that I was young and didn't have enough thoughts, then I just gave it up~(Ok, I'm easy to give up).That's the meaning to have this blog, which at least 2 per week! I promise!  I want to keep at least one thing going or staying longer...